Reflection

There is this emptiness inside me
it creeps from within when I'm alone and thoughtful
it creates fear and sadness throughout my being
no one to open up to and tell them how I'm feeling
Sometimes i feel helpless without any release
i sit in despair while my thoughts engulf my mind
and i begin to drown out the noise around me
i have no escape as i fight these feelings of self pity
sadness and fear overcome my being
and i begin to sob inconsolably
nothing can stop me now
as i continue to cry 
i begin to feel a release of inner self
i start to feel at ease as i let go of all my inhibitions that hold me back
i begin to forget about all my troubles
i start realizing everything will be fine
i needed this moment
things make sense
i am content with life
everything i well 

Written and Owned by: DiscoGirl

Crazy Ass Life

Things can go from awesome to shitty to awesome again. Life is so unpredictable and we are never ready for what is to come. I am so grateful for my luck and how fortunate I am. We never stop and appreciate what we have, until it's gone. Either it's family and relatives or materialistic objects that others don't possess, we have to be thankful for all the great things we are given. Yesterday became shitty when I found out my car was stolen. I was fucking devastated. My first car, in a matter of months, was taken away from me. My financial situation worsened because now I didn't even have a secure transportation from home to work and school. A little ago, I received a call that my car was found. Words could not express how happy and thankful I was. I literally wanted to cry of happiness that something so great had happened. A day later after such a shitty day, my car had been miraculously  found and I couldn't be more ecstatic. Life is crazy, but we just gotta go along with the ups and downs that make life so interesting.